Me Myself and I

A funny thing, to be in a group and feel set apart, and a little lonely. And then to go home and curl up on the sofa with a purring cat and a sleepy dog and feel a sense of total belonging. And to feel as if in order to spend time with your spouse it requires spending time in other people's company, because in some way your companionship isn't quite enough...I really was not looking to spend the last days of a very frustrating year feeling so sad and utterly unsure if my place in my own damn life.