Apr 23, 2009

The waiting is the hardest part

I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but I don't feel quite like myself. Not that I could define for you what "feeling like myself" might have ever felt like, but I'm pretty out of sorts these days. I'm bored and listless...and tired and grouchy and a little lightheaded sometimes. Some of this can probably be attributed not getting enough sleep. The boredom is probably bacause my job doesn't interest or challenge me right now. A change would do some good, probably. The space behind my eyeballs is throbbing and the pounding up on the roof has resumed. Its time to spare my brain while I try and hunt down some coffee - I'll start the search in whatever building they're not doing construction in.

6 comments:

m said...

:( I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do?

m said...

seriously.

B said...

Go with me to DisneyWorld. That's about it. I'm just reaching the breaking point of being able to grin and bear it. I have this long-range plan, but I have mixed emotions about it, and everything else that's going on...I'm just feeling really disconnected. From myself. From my friends. From life. It'll pass eventually, I guess.

m said...

Will do.

iloveyous said...

also, are you on interwebs sabatical?

B said...

Sort of...

It was more of a furlough. :D